Distance: 8 Blocks and Teach
Some days I get sick of being alone/single. Then I'm ultra sensitive to all the people who are married - and all the people who meet others at work and then have relationships of various sorts. Sometimes it feels like work is just a dating pool, and like that is the only way to meet people - in my case an eligible man. Only people with jobs - or who are already married and then widowed or divorced - are in a position to meet others and form relationships.
I on the other hand seem condemned to be alone. I never meet eligible men teaching yoga, and, frankly I did meet men - lots of them - when I did work in downtown settings in NYC, DC and SF but a relationship never came of any of these meetings. Why? Maybe I made a mistake in thinking I was working instead of participating in a singles introduction service.
I've long thought if he was meant to show up, he will. But maybe that is delusional. So many people meet in offices, in the professions and I just wasn't the corporate, professional type. In my fashion I'm a loner, but loners do have significant relationships. So, I don't know. I love my life but sometimes, just sometimes...
Dog waiting for owner outside of Mollie Stone's Market.
An option I think of but am afraid that would be the absolute
end. I'd completely bond with the dog and cease even my
limited forays out into the world.
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