Walk: 1. Presidio 2. Hood
Distance: 1. 4.4 miles, yoga 2. 4.2 miles, yoga
So, Ciwt was going to take a trip to the place where she grew up. But today she canceled it. Lots of real world reasons, mostly related to the fact that it really is too soon to travel for many of us unless it is a necessity. At least to take a longish plane trip. For openers (and closers actually), the state she was going to has a no mask policy while Ciwt's state is still masking, social distancing etc., and Ciwt feels safest with that for now.
Seems a rational, sensible decision, but, because it concerns the place of her childhood, not going is confusing. By doing what feels safest and most comfortable (and sane) to her, is she being a good enough friend?, community member?, citizen of the world? human being? It is fraught - home - and Ciwt struggles to finally, finally not get confused by it, nail it down, get over it. And she found a poem today that seems helpful.